Consequences

No matter how hard I try; I just can't forget about these consequences.

A hurdle, that keeps starting after another.

Only If I could forget, what impact these consequences have.

However, my friend, there was a time where I blinked; 

just like that, I forgot how these consequences can affect.

It was the time, where the strong emotions in my head had taken away the wheel from my hand.

What happened next, like a snowball these hurdles had taken over my mess;

I couldn't find a way to destress.

Only if these were a test,

I would give it a million times again.

Only if I had truly remembered, everything has a cause and effect. 

Wouldn't have spoken those words or acted that way in my "Act". 

I would have done things differently that is a promise I secretly keep to myself.

See it all makes sense, my friend. 

The Choice is always in your own free will; in your own firm hands.

But when life gives you its consequences that is a trail you are now bound to full fill.

What can I say next? That is how we have to pay so we can rest.

All I hope is that we can confess to our mistakes in the end to ourselves.

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